Have you ever watched a movie that you really liked! Have you ever when back to see it over again? How was it the second time around? I have done that before only to find a scene in the second viewing that I did not see in the first viewing. It made me wonder " What if I'm missing something in my life?
What if it is the difference between life and death? How could I do something about it, I guess I wouldn't do anything about it because I wouldn't know!

How many other things in my life am I missing? What if any will the effects be? Questions so many questions? I guess I could think about these things and go on and on. So let's face it! I can only react to it and make decisions base on what I know!
Or should I say I can, based on what I know at the time? Does that mean That I made a poor decision or were my eyes not seeing all that I should see!
Don't pass judgment on anyone "you never know where they're at" in their life at the time! We all go thru life and we experience different things, some good some bad! All this makes a difference on where we're at in our lives. That's why we're all individuals. How does it effect our faith! and how can we improve our life!
Turn to Jesus He is there for you! Learn all you can from Him. Read His Book the Bible! And when you fall get back up and go To Him again! Keep going to Him. And yes every time you go back you'll see another scene that you missed the first time.
Jesus understands. Repent your sins. know that He died for you so that you will be forgiven. Go to Him!