For all of you who's life goes on around me!
I'm Sitting in the shade drinking tea!
Maybe you think life is a popularity contest!
Or who's really the best?

Is this a test?........Me Me......Nope wrong answer!

Can you smell the roses?
I'm supposing to be decomposing,
As Time is
Tick ….Tick.....Tick.....
Or maybe not
When I was young Time seemed like forever,
Now with age That Time is gone
Is this a test?......Mars.......Nope wrong answer!
Tick......Tick......Tick..
Venus_____ Nope wrong answer,
What's that smell?
Umm...........A Rose
Glad I have a good nose!
So I can smell That Rose,
But Wait where is it?
My eyes look everywhere
Can You go outside your comfort zone?
As I seem to be all alone!

Are you having a blast as time turns to past!
Do you belong to an inter circle or only hang with a certain few?
As I sit amongst the Mountain Dew,
I see from a different view.
Here I see a bud on the tree,
A flower popping thru,
The sun's shining everywhere.
Rain falls softly from the sky,

Is everyone around you with you or are they against you?
Are you Happy even though you know you're not?
Perhaps a good time for you is drinking beer and getting drunk!
Then you got your memories from the past!
But hey here I am right here in front of you!
Can't you see how sad I am!
Can't you see my Pretty color?

Who am I?





Why I am In You





I'm your Conscious

Buy it Here!

Christiana’s Secret
By Raymond Golden


Author Ray Golden’s own restless spirit led him on a hunt for the perfect story in the beautiful Rockies. After seeing the ghost of a mysterious woman long dead since the 1800s, Golden began a research project back in 1989 that evolved into a fascinating tale for this, his debut novel. With a compelling storyline and believable, real-life heroes, Golden paves his way to becoming an author worthy of distinction.

Colorado, 1861: a frightened young girl survives a massacre on her people and is taken in by the Ute Indians. Over a hundred and twenty years later, Christiana’s spirit appears in the old Victorian home of Charlie, a salesman and historian/treasure hunter, and his loyal Great Pyrenees, Sarah. What begins as an unearthly sighting turns into a series of dangerous trips to Dead Man’s Gulch, where Christiana once lived. Uncovering Christiana’s hidden diary behind a waterfall, Charlie begins unraveling the mystery, searching for a lost gold mine and finding Christiana’s descendants in modern-day Colorado.



About the Author

Ray Golden has been on several gold hunting trips in the Rockies with his dad, brothers, and faithful dog, Sarah. Inspired by old west stories by Louis L’Amour, Ray is currently working on a sequel entitled, Charlie’s Ghost Town. He also plans to visit and write about various historic sites across America. Ray lives at the foot of Pike’s Peak in Colorado Springs, Colorado.

We all have been wronged one time or another.
For some of us were wronged by our parents, others by our sibling, Or maybe we were wronged by our spouse, or co-worker what ever the case may be we need to deal with it.

So how do we feel? It hurts, I want revenge, bitterness, anger
against our perpetrator?

And the battle begins!

Forgiving does not mean forgetting or condoning a
wrong. As we can see from the Sermon on the
Mount, where Jesus speaks of forgiving others for
their trespasses so that we, too, may be forgiven.

He reminded me that in the end we won’t have to answer
for what others do to us - only for what we do to
them.

“Let him who is without sin cast
the first stone.”

Suddenly I realized I wasn’t as blameless as I had
thought I was. I began to see that deep down I held
grudges against them and instead of trying to justify myself,
I needed to get down on my knees and ask God to forgive me.
Then I would find strength to forgive.

Bitterness is more than a negative outlook on life.
It is a destructive and self-destructive power
Bitter people defend their grudges constantly: they
feel that they have been hurt too deeply and too often,
and that this exempts them from the need to forgive

Forgiveness is a catalyst creating the atmosphere necessary
for a fresh start and a new beginning…
Returning hate for hate multiplies hate
Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into
a friend it sets into motion a positive chain reaction that passes
on the fruits of our forgiveness to others.
Jesus teaches us to love our enemies - in fact, to “bless” those who persecute us.

We examine our hurts over and over, and nurse our self-pity.
What matters is standing right before God.

The act of forgiveness carries a lot of power, if there is to be peace,
there has to be forgiveness…

There is a very pragmatic reason for forgiving. When we
are wronged, we can either respond by seeking revenge,
or we can forgive. If we choose revenge, our lives will
be consumed by anger. When vengeance is served, it
leaves one empty. Anger is a hard urge to satisfy and can
become habitual. But forgiveness allows us to move on.
There is also a more compelling reason to forgive.
Forgiveness is a gift - it is mercy. It is a gift that I have
received and also given away. In both cases, it has been
completely satisfying.

I forgive you, and I don’t hold anything against you. At that point
all my hatred and anger was taken away. It was like some great weight
had been lifted off my shoulders.

(Mat 6:33) But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

When we forgive, we do ourselves a big favor. We heal ourselves of the pain, hurt and bad memories. We discover humility. We rid ourselves of the sins of pride - the biggest obstacle to healing. When forgiveness is communicated, it heals others, and teaches others to do the same, it teaches others humility, it teaches others to rid themselves of the sins of pride. A big load is lifted off the heavy heart. We start with a fresh clean heart to welcome the love of the Lord to flow in. Everyone benefits. It becomes contagious and more discover the ability to love unconditionally and experience the true meaning of joy.

"And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." (Mat 6:12)

"Be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil."

The other spirit does not want us to be healed because we are a child of God, and healing is a testimony to God's power and our faith in Him! We are in a battle, where we have to constantly fight off thoughts of doubt, unbelief, despair, and disappointment. But, we have received the weapons. Firstly, put on the whole armor of God. (Eph. 6: 13 - 18). Then, when you've done all, stand firm in faith, believing that you have already received your healing - despite physical evidence to the contrary!

The devil wants to keep you dragging around a ball and chain of unresolved issues, but God has given you the key of forgiveness. Freedom comes when you forgive those who have sinned against you and when you receive God’s forgiveness for any sin you’ve committed.


“Let him who is without sin cast
the first stone.”

Forgiveness is power. It frees us from every
constraint of the past, and helps us overcome every
obstacle. It can heal both the forgiver and the forgiven.


Yes, the Spirit is willing! Where the flesh falls down is in your thought life! Think about this for a moment. Healing does not always come in the form of an instant miracle. Most often, as explained in (Eph. 6: 10 - 13)

10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.
11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.


"Thy faith hath made thee whole" (Mat. 9: 22)

Fred Golden Author




"A raging Battle Within" The Good and Evil of Forgiveness by Fred Golden is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
Based on a work at good-verses-evil.blogspot.com.

The Spirit is Willing! Is Your Flesh Weak?



This is not about fighting a battle against a sin of the flesh. It's all about fighting a spiritual battle of faith.

Actually, the verse the Lord directed me to for this message is this one: "I will: be thou clean." (Luke 5: 13)

That was the Lord's answer to a leper, who had begged Him that if he wanted to, he could heal him from his disease. The "I will" of Jesus throughout Scripture was universal. He never turned down anyone who asked for healing.

Jesus "healed all that were sick; that it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Isaias the prophet, saying Himself took our infirmities, and bare our sicknesses." (Mat. 8: 16 - 17)

Did everyone who was healed have great faith? We do know is that whenever Jesus recognized great faith, He acknowledged it by saying: "Thy faith hath made thee whole" (Mat. 9: 22)

In the case of the leper and others, Jesus instructed them to go to the priest, who was the authority to declare the healings publicly. Their formal declaration was a testimony to all!

Do you have a testimony? Have you received a healing? Did you shout about it publicly to let everyone know how the Power of God worked in your life?

If you are saved, then the Spirit of God indwells you. He is willing at all times to heal you. But, He is waiting for you to ask, and your faith to kick in.

When Peter and John passed a lame beggar, they commanding him to get up, and he was healed instantly. The man wasn't even thinking of a healing; he wanted money! Peter's explanation to the crowd was that the Name of Jesus, "and faith in His name hath made this man strong." (Acts 3: 16)

Since Jesus had died, the people did not believe that anybody else could heal as He had done. Yet, surrounded by all the unbelief, this man danced about, shouting and praising God. He claimed his healing and testified to the whole world about it with great joy!

Why is it that so many Bible believing Christians have no victory in their lives? They believe in healing. But, either they're not sure whether it's God's Will for them, or they erroneously believe that He is teaching them something through their sickness.

Where do you stand? Have you asked for healing directly in prayer, through the laying on of hands, or by asking others to pray for you? Maybe you had a very strong faith and were convinced that you received your healing. But then, somehow, after a while negative thoughts started kicking in!

Yes, the Spirit is willing! Where the flesh falls down is in your thought life! Think about this for a moment. Healing does not always come in the form of an instant miracle. Most often, as explained in Eph. 6: 10 - 13, you need to:

"Be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil."

The other spirit does not want you to be healed because you are a child of God, and healing is a testimony to God's power and your faith in Him! You are in a battle, where you have to constantly fight off thoughts of doubt, unbelief, despair, and disappointment. But, you have received the weapons. Firstly, put on the whole armor of God. (Eph. 6: 13 - 18). Then, when you've done all, stand firm in faith, believing that you have already received your healing - despite physical evidence to the contrary!

Standing firm against logic and negative thoughts is the testing of your faith. Even medical diagnosis is subject to your faith in God's Healing Power! Been there; done that! It works. If God says it, it is so!

"Without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." (Heb. 11: 6)
6 But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
"By whose stripes ye were healed!" (1 Pet. 3: 22)
Who is gone into heaven, and is on the right hand of God; angels and authorities and powers being made subject unto him.


Article Source: http://www.ArticleStreet.com/


About the Author

Ann Stewart, author, inspirational writer and wellness coach, shares tips on how to fight off disease and feel your best in her weekly newsletter, Youth Makeover: Youth Makeover Who is she? Find out at: As the Eagle. You're welcome to subscribe to her free weekly inspirational newsletter: Life Altering Words

Tags: Spirit, willing, healing, Christian, faith